Artist's Statement
On Sunday night I went to a reading by my
colleague David Rees, introduced by my favorite political
writer, Matt Taibbi. I took along with me a copy of my
second book to foist on Taibbi. Unwisely, I had brought
no other book with me on the subway, and so I was forced
to look at my own cartoons and to read my own prose for
the first time in four years. Always it is a uniquely personalized
kind of torture, of the sort perfected in the Ironic Punishments
Department of Hell, to have to look at all the cartoons
that could’ve been better drawn if I’d just
spent more time on them instead of whipping them out so
I could meet my friends at some bar. Almost as bad was
reading cartoons I’d drawn around this time four
years ago, like “After the 2004 Election,” which
showed George returning to his group home, Dick Cheney
retreating to his mountain lair to build a death ray, etc.
Even then I knew that this was more an exercise in wishful
thinking than an expression of genuine optimism, but even
so I couldn’t help but wince in vicarious sympathy
for myself of four years past, innocently ignorant of the
fact that he would have four more years of this shit to
endure and draw cartoons about. A reader of mine who only
recently read through my archives wrote me that he began
to feel sorrier and sorrier for me as the 2004 Election
approached, knowing as he did to what awful foregone conclusion
it was headed.
So anyway yes, I realize that this cartoon
is 75% old material, essentially no different than one
of those ripoff clip episodes of Happy Days where
they just edit together a bunch of scenes from old episodes
by adding a little connective footage of the gang sitting
around in a booth at Arnold’s saying, Hey remember
that time Pinky Tuscadero came to town?, episodes that
never fooled anyone into thinking they were any better
than a re-run even if the Fonz did show up at the last
minute with a twin on each arm. The reason I am re-running
an old cartoon this week is that, for pretty much the first
time in over ten years of meeting a weekly deadline, I
just didn’t come up with a cartoon. (I am not counting
those occasions back in The Day when I woke up horribly
hung over and threw together a chart or diagram or stick-person
doodle so I could immediately immerse my entire head in
a pitcher of mimosas for restorative purposes.) I started
to draw two or three different cartoons, each of which
I ultimately judged unfunny or, worse, realized I had already
drawn in some other form. I was at work on a cartoon called “The
Real America,” complete with a map of the dwindling
Red States as a separate nation unto themselves, a Latin
motto (Neco Eos Omnes, Deus Sues Agnoscet,*),
a picture of some natives in traditional dress, and the
Seven Wonders or the Real America (the old fire tower,
a very large flag over a car dealership, the Mystery Hole,
etc.) when I remembered that I had drawn this same cartoon,
complete with natives in traditional dress and the Seven
Wonders gag, as “The Scum
Belt.” This has happened to me more and more
often lately: I even replicated one panel that I’d
drawn in “Where Do You Get Your Ideas?” more
or less verbatim in a similarly lameassed cartoon called “The
Creative Process” a few weeks ago, which so embarrassed
me I didn’t even post it. This realization so demoralized
me that I just caved. In the end I just
reran the cartoon I drew on the eve of the 2004 election,
scrawled
a new
last panel, and slapped it on.
I’m not worried that I’m running
out of talent or inspiration; I think I’ve just said
everything I have to say about the state of the nation,
about the criminality and incompetence of the Bush administration,
about the shithead patriots and dingbat fundamentalists
of the Slave States. I’ve been saying it over and
over in every way I could think of, every week for the
last eight years, and I’m sick of it. I’m done.
Yesterday, after
having failed to turn in an original cartoon, I called
my colleague Megan. Megan was my closest counselor
and comrade-at-arms throughout the
dreadful and depressing Bush years. We sat up late talking
in her New York apartment days after 9/11 and went to rallies
and marches in New York and DC together, canvassed door-to-door
for that useless stuffed shirt John Kerry in Philadelphia
the night before the 2004 election. I dedicated my second
book to her. About the best I was hoping for was that Megan
might be able to offer me some consolation, but she exceeded
my expectations and actually gave me absolution. “I
don’t blame you,” she said. “I understand
exactly how you feel. We’re all sick of
it—it’s been going on forever, we’re
tired, we’re all just waiting for this election to
be over, sorta holding our breaths, still terrified it
might not be real.”
She and I have both been reading all the
same recent articles in the New York Times--about
rednecks in deepest Pennsyltucky telling pollsters, “We’re
voting for the nigger,” guys in rust-belt bowling
alleys scoffing at Sarah Palin’s patronizing “Joe
Sixpack” rhetoric, saying, “I don’t want me in
the Oval Office—I want someone smarter,” about
the abrupt disintegration of the uncritical consensual
certainty in unregulated free markets, and about the long-belated
realization that maybe that vast majority of us who don’t
live in small towns and aren’t white heterosexual
churchgoing small business owners are every bit as much
the “real America” as they are—in fact,
maybe even realer. Of course Megan and I, both unreconstructed
college-educated coastal liberal elites, would read all
the same articles in
the same insular news sources that tell us what we want
to hear, but, as Megan said, smugly quoting a line from Pee-Wee’s
Big Adventure: “I
like that story.” After all, it’s one we haven’t
gotten to hear in a very long time. It’s hard to
believe it might really be over, and that some of us, at
least, survived.
So now that the whole rest of the country’s
grudgingly come round to the opinion that maybe the Republicans
were a bunch of fuckups after all, those of us who tried,
in our artsy marginal way, to speak up for the things that
mattered over the last eight dismal years--the Constitution,
the Geneva conventions, democracy, rule of law, common
sense and human deceny--with sanity and reasonableness
and humor, are finally free to give it a well-deserved
rest. Duuring the Q&A after his reading, David Rees
mentioned that he was quitting “Get Your War On” after
January 20th, and when he asked me later on what I was
going to do after Inauguration Day, I said, “I’m
quitting, too.” We high-fived. I mean it’s
not like I ever set out to be a political cartoonist. Nobody
grows up idolizing Pat Oliphant or Jeff MacNelly--in fact
I still couldn’t pick either of their cartoons out
of a lineup. Who besides dedicated comics weenies ever
looks at political cartoons from the Clinton administration,
let alone the first Bush administration, or Nixon’s,
or Truman’s? Let alone Andrew Jackson’s? I
only started drawing political cartoons because American
politics had gone completely off the ideological scale
into some realm of rampant, lawless, shocking stupidity
and meanness and that I’d never imagined possible.
No way was I going to quit one day before George Bush did,
but no way am I going on one day after he’s gone,
either. I certainly won’t stop drawing cartoons,
but this weekly topical political work is no longer fun
for me. I don’t have any interest in “poking
fun” at anyone’s “foibles” or giving
my “fractured take” on “the political
scene.” Of course since we’re heading into
a depression and there’s bound to be more terrorist
attacks, plus an eventual resurgence of the Republican
Party (remember, Sauron never dies--he always returns in
another form) I’ll no doubt make the occasional foray
back into politics. But I want to write more, and maybe
draw more cartoon stories. I want to go on my book tour
and collect on as many beers and groupies as possible in
return for all my labors and sacrifices as a cartoonist.
I am looking forward to a long and pleasant retirement.
Next week’s cartoon is due the day
before the election, but will appear the day after. And
somewhere in the next few days I’m going to Philadelphia
to canvass for Barack Obama. What will happen, and what
will I draw? Do I hedge my bets like I did last time, presenting
all the options, or do I assume an Obama victory and risk
looking like the Chicago Tribune that Truman held gleefuly
up for the cameras? If the former, do I gloat cruelly over
Geroge Bush and the shitheads of the Slave States, or do
I exult unabashedly in this rare, unprecedented triumph
of the forces of Goodness and Blackness? We will see!
*Which I learned isn’t even a Latin
translation of “Kil ‘Em All and Let God Sort ‘Em
Out” but is in fact the original version of that
sentiment, attributed to one Arnaud-Amaury, the Abbot of
Citeaux, who was Papal Legate to the Crusaders at the siege
of the city of Beziers during the "Albigensian Crusade" against
the Cathar heresy in Southern France, apparently some big
that was undoubtably thought to be as well worth dying
for as the struggle of Sunnis vs. Shiites is today. After
the siege was over, the commander of the crusaders pointed
out that not everyone in the city was a heretic, some of
them had been good Catholics, so how, exactly, were they
supposed to know who to spare and who to put to the sword
or burn at the stake or whatever? The good abbot, with
the wisdom of Solomon, answered: “Kill them all;
God will know his own.” He probably said it in medieval
French, but the quote became enshrined in Latin, and so
it has come down to us in American, to be repeated by the
pious and the just to this very day.
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