Note: July letters are posted.
Artist's Statement
Because I often draw unpleasant things, many
people mistakenly imagine that I also wish to learn and view
unpleasant things, and so they are constantly emailing, forwarding,
or, sometimes, physically sending me new unpleasant things
to contemplate. (Once, years ago, a reader mailed me a Xerox
of what I hoped was a drawing but may well have been a low-resolution
photograph of some decapitated heads with genitals stuffed
in their mouths. They looked unhappy.) This week my friend
Rob, whom I have finally begged to cease barraging me with
the unrelentingly pessimistic reports, projections, and told-you-sos
of the Peak Oil movement, forwarded me an essay on the loss
of any audience for authentic art in America, and also recommended
the HBO series Generation Kill, set during the 2003
invasion of Iraq. Meanwhile my friend Jim (who has sparred
with Rob in the artist’s statements of the Pain before)
forwarded me a news item, whose sole apparent aim was to
horrify, about a man decapitated by a stranger on a Greyhound
bus. (This, I told Jim, is why it’s worth paying more
for Amtrak.) He also sent me a link to a video about a monster
that recently washed up on the beach at Montauk. This monster
appears to me to be a sea turtle, sans shell, with withered
flippers and a beak. [Update: I was wrong about this.
Read
here for
a convincing case for the carcass being that of a raccoon.] Although
I am generally cheered by all breaking cryptozoological news,
this video left me kind of
sad. The creature, whatever it was, looked pitiably denuded,
like a big hideous dead infant lying in the sand. Also, for
some reason no marine biologists or scientists of any other
kind were contacted, and instead we just saw a couple of
stoned lifeguards waving the poor thing’s rotten skeleton
around on the end of a stick.
As a result of all this unpleasant input,
I ended up drawing this cartoon. One of my friends calls
it “loose,” a throwback to the Golden Age Tim
Kreider cartoons of yesteryear. I think this is an awfully
charitable description. It mostly just doesn’t make
any sense. Here is why that is: I just didn’t care.
This week, when the time came round to draw the cartoon,
I was, like, Fuck it, man. Instead I went to a flea
market and had sex and lazed around and did the Saturday NYT crossword
and made mojitos for friends and danced to “The Best
of My Love” by The Emotions and ate ice cream sandwiches
and saw The Dark Knight for a second time. Plus,
you know what? Last week I drew one of the better cartoons
I’ve ever done and I got not one response to it. There
seems to be no correlation between the work I put into a
cartoon its effect. Throw you guys some Waminals once in
a while and you’re happy. Not that I do this for the
adulation, mind you. Like Marcus Aurelius says, one ought
not to stake one’s happiness on the souls of other
men. No, we at The Pain are all about keeping it real. It’s
all about the Jacksons for me--one fat Andrew Jackson each
and every week.
The universe’s expansion really is accelerating,
just so you know. This is attributed to “dark energy,” which
makes up 74% of the universe, and is basically another way
of saying we have no idea what’s going on. Evil things
are afoot, my friends. As Lovecraft wrote:
…some day
the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up
such
terrifying
vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein,
that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from
the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.
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