Artist's Statement
Do not worry, tender readers—I
am not heartbroken again. I am just fine. I drew a
rough draft of this cartoon last winter in the throes
of my wretchedness, and only decided to finish it this
week because my beloved bartender Melissa is now suffering
from the same terrible syndrome, and I thought it might
cheer her up. This week Melissa told me something valuable
that someone had told her about romantic loss; it feels
like grieving a death, except, a in way, it’s
even worse, because the person you’ve lost is,
horribly, still alive, like some ghastly Monkey’s-Paw
or Pod-Person travesty of their former selves. (C.
my friend Megan’s remark last year that she could
totally understand the impulse to kill your ex, because
it was so painful to think of them going on without
you.)
Seeing someone heartbroken when you
aren’t anymore is a shocking reminder of your
own comparatively good emotional health. It’s
hard to believe a person can be so miserable when there’s
nothing physically wrong with them. It’s hard
for them to believe, too—it hurts. It’s
as if they are being invisibly tortured. I myself am
relieved not to be heartbroken anymore. I’m glad,
in retrospect, that I didn’t kill myself or do
anything that would’ve gotten me sent to prison,
because now I’d be sitting there contemplating
another night of nonconsensual sodomy, trying to make
liquor out of prunes in a plastic bag taped to the
inside of a toilet bowl, thinking, all this over
whatshername? Instead I’m drinkin’ some
barley wine called Hog Heaven and playin’ Rock-‘Em-Sock-‘Em
Robots with transsexuals down at Burp Castle! Yow!
And someday, O heartbroken reader, I promise, you will
be too. (Maybe not literally, since these days Rock-‘Em-Sock-‘Em
Robots are harder to come by than transsexuals, but
you know what I’m saying.) May the Heartbreak
Fairy bring her bitter comfort to all those who place
the little pieces of their freshly broken hearts beneath
their pillows tonight.
That’s my beloved groupie Alicia
modeling as the Heartbreak Fairy. I never quite capture
her likeness accurately, but then it’s been too
long since I’ve seen her in person.
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